Monday, October 12, 2009

yeah...

so i haven't been on here in awhile.....this weekend i was sick with swine flu nation, it sucked but at the same time i didn't really mind it, i got to be isolated which gave me time to think about all kinds of things that are goin on in my life....i listened to all kinds of music got some studying done which was good....this is the week before fall break which will be good for everyone to be able to get away for awhile and whatnot...i have a paper due friday, a rehearsal dinner that night, my brothers wedding on saturday and the reception that night which should be a good time and then sunday is the wedding party breakfast at like 9:30 am which shouldn't be exciting because everyone will be hung over and whatnot hahaha but then the 19th is when our fall break starts and i think i might be going to oklahoma with my roommate which would be sweet especially since i haven't been out of the big O in awhile its a much needed break....idk i think tomorrow im goin to stay with the gf for the night so she doesn't have to stay alone....kinda nice of me huh? haha yeah i know...im hoping that this week goes by quickly because i need it to and this weekend should be fun, i get to see my oldest brother and his wife for the first time since summer so that should be good and i also get to see my relatives who i haven't seen in a long time, and they all get to meet my gf....idk how well she is gonna take all of that....we are very overwhelming people but thats jus how we are, my entire family is really close and i love that we are, i wouldn't have it any other way...idk what else to write about but for now i gotta go study some and get shit ready for this weekend...


I'm outty 5
-Peace-

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

rainy days and long ass weeks...

so its rained for like the last 2 or 3 days, and yeah i like the rain jus fine...it actually makes me a happier person idk why but it does...the only thing that i really don't like is when its windy as fuck and raining....that shit bugs the fuck out of me...its only tuesday right now, which sucks...i was hoping that this week would go by a lot faster but it jus hasn't, maybe i gotta wait till wednesday to get here and then it will go by quicker...or maybe its cuz i have a conference with my CW teacher on thursday....idk, like i feel like im ready for the conference and i know what i want to do with my paper and everything but im pretty sure shes gonna bring all kinds of new ideas into the picture that i don't think im ready to accept...when it comes to things that i write i really don't like changing them especially if its using my creative side....i jus don't like doing things by other people's standards....i like doing things my own way and usually they turn out pretty well, i mean i have been published like twenty or so times...so i guess im not good enough for the school? idk....fuck it....i do what i want....


I'm outty 5
-Peace-

Monday, October 5, 2009

my life, my life, my life....

so im pretty sure that i have decided what i truely want to do with my life...become a writer but at the same time i would like to be one of those people that helps other people deal with their problems, im like a natural consuelor....and im not trying to be cocky about that. its like i know how to talk to people and i like helping people with their probelms, people find something within me that they can connect to and they feel comfortable talking to me. when i first started school here like 2 or so years ago i was definitely considering being a therapist or something along those lines ya know? like someone that can get paid to talk to people all day and jus feel good when you help them with their problems or whatever is going on in their lives at the time. but idk what to do anymore....my actually profession that i wish i could undergo is a comedian, i love to make people laugh, its probly one of the greatest feelings that i could ever feel....but you have to be extremely funny to be about to do that, i want to do something with my life that not only i can benefit from but also everyone else around me....i want to be able to change the world and be the greatest at what i do....i know its asking for a lot but thats what i want....i jus needed to get that out of my head....


I'm outty 5
-Peace-

Friday, October 2, 2009

school...

so i know creighton is supposed to be a great school and everything and i definitely agree with that, but seriously if they can't even fix the card reader thing to get into the rooms how the hell do they expect us to be happy with them about anything? seriously, they need to get that shit on lock because my door hasn't been working correctly ever since i moved in back in may; legitimately get that shit on lock or we might jus have to start breakin the door to get in everyday.....and its annoying as fuck having to stand outside my door everyday swiping my card at least 30 times waiting for the reader to actually read my fuckin card....im still mad about it, but its time to study.....


I'm outty 5
-Peace-