Life

life changes but you just have to deal with it, today i went to a funeral for a man that i have known for the past 16 years, no he wasn't related to me but at the same time he felt like he was my grandpa. It was my best friends grandpa that died on August 27th, he meant the world to everyone that went to the funeral today. I tried my hardest not to cry but in all honesty i cried because there are somethings that you need to cry about. He could always make johnny and myself laugh everytime we would talk to him. It sucks that he died but at the same time he lived the last 60 years of his life in pain and now hes in a better place without any pain. His family was like my second family we have so much history together, and i am glad that we could be apart of each others lives. It sucks having to go to funerals of people that have made a difference in your life.

“Spread love everywhere you go: First of all in your own house... let no one ever come to you without leaving better and happier. Be the living expression of God's kindness; kindness in your face, kindness in your eyes, kindness in your smile, kindness.”

Thats a qoute by Mother Teresa of Clacutta

R.I.P. John D. Carlson
August 3rd 1928 to August 27th 2009

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

Your Only Chance

It's Called Your Only Chance

Theres a sea of black,

tears streaming down your face.

Sirens blaring around you,

blood splotches across the ground.

Hating yourself so much,

for what you did.

Thoughts spinning in your head

flashes of it,

playing over and over,

Imprinting into your mind.

You can never take it back,

this feeling will haunt you

for the rest of your life.

You were given a chance

to take the blue or red pill,

you chose the wrong one,

it was the biggest mistake ever.

Staying up crying

wishing you had another chance,

so none of this was happening

the thing is, you only

get one chance

to make a difference.

Choose wisely.

school begins again

so the first 3 days of class were pretty exciting, I thought I wasn't going to see any of my friends but turns out I saw "everyone" like 5 times each. It was a good first couple days, and all my teachers are pretty ballin. By far my favorite class thus far would have to be my creative writing class, mainly because I want to get published at a college level to say that I have more to show for myself than just gettting published at a high school level.

seriously though I'm very surprised that i got the classes/teachers that I have right now, it's lookin to be a good semester....haha gotta love Creighton.

but I'm outty 5
-Peace-

so this is definitely my first time blogging. I don't really enjoy the whole blogging thing, it's just not something I see a point in.

My Favorite Website would probably be spreadshirt.com mainly because I enjoy making shirts that are different from everyone else, I just like to wear clothing that stands out. It's just the way I do it.

My Least Favorite Website is more than likely yahoo.com only because whenever I try to search for anything on the website it never actually gets me to where I am looking for.

That was real exciting.

-Peace-