my hoodie...

so ever since i got my rubix cube looking hoodie my sophomore year, i have heard of so many people asking who i was, haha its fuckin awesome....i mean seriously i have talked to many of my friends that were like yeah some one asked me who the kid with the rubix cube hoodie is today...haha and they always say Drew "Mother Fuckin" Ryder, haha that shit makes me laugh cuz thats what people call me, its pure bliss.....and now everywhere i go people know that its me by the hoodie and my multi colored shoes its jus how i do things haha....get some....haha i jus thought i would get that out there....i think i might be the only one that actually wears it on a regular basis...but i gotta go get some stuff done


I'm outty 5
-Peace-

125 hours awake

so i got a total of 12 hours of sleep from when i woke up sunday morning till probly early saturday morning would be my guess the next time i will sleep...so i was awake for about 125 hours this week...haha thats probly the longest i have ever been awake and the surprising thing is that im not really all that tired....i guess i jus used to staying up for long periods of time...i legitimately was awake like 87 % of this entire week...good lord i need to get back on a normal sleep schedule, the good thing about staying up all those hours was that i got all kinds of shit done...there was no one awake to distract me so all i did was read, do homework and write papers and everything turned out pretty fucking well...haha i don't know why i do it but i jus see to perform better early in the morning and late at night...but im gonna go finish a paper haha look at me....

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

college years so far...

so tonight my roommate and i were talkin about all kinds of stuff that has happened to us over the past like two and a half years....this kid means the world to me and we have been through so much together its fuckin crazy, seriously. we wrote down things that we should have never done since freshmen year and also epic moments that we have taken part in and/or seen happen....the shouldn't have done list is a little over three pages and i'm glad that when we bring them up we can not only laugh about them but remember everything that happened when it was going on...and then with the epic moments portion of our conversation; the list is about two and a half pages and the moments that we have shared with our friends are some of the best moments i have ever had in my entire life....i mean not to sound gay or whatever but him along with some of my other really close friends will always mean the world to me, i plan on have more epic moments along with more shouldn't have done moments haha....its jus the way that we interact with each other makes them seem to me at least like they are the other family that i never knew i had....i will always be there for these people and i know they will be there for me too. i love these people with all of my heart because we understand each others pasts and presents and we don't judge because everyone is different in their own way and we respect them for who they are...i jus needed to get that out of my head before i lost it. I love you guys.

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

life in general

so life is pretty solid right now....theres multiple things i remain to not understand....first being why people expect me to want to do everything that they want to do....like going out to some random ass dude's house who i have never met in my life ever, thats coo if you have met him but that still doesn't tell me anything; more power to you...that shit doesn't fuckin involve me....you can go places by yourself, i hope you do understand that? probly not though since you always need to go places with other people, but whatev. i hate people in general anyway. also i don't get why people like to start rumors about me or people that are close to me....thats a horrible idea on their part because i WILL find out and then i will find you, and we will have a lil "chat" about it.....haha im done with this shit...for now at least.

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

guess what

so i haven't been on here in awhile, so from what happened over the last couple days or so.....my buddy turned 21 we went big for that no doubt about it haha....some douche bags decided to fuck with me which was a no go on their part....haha they will know how we deal with people that like to start prank wars with me hahaha we go big or go home, and we will definitely go big for this one....but other than that jus learning about all kinds of shit but the one thing thats stands out to me the most is FGM, and if no one knows what that is look it up or take philosophy with Prof F, cuz he will open up your mind to all kinds of different concepts and what not....that shit is fuckin crazy and at the same time fuckin wrong dude....women deserve the right to decide what happens to them in their lives. thats all i got right now...

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

swine flu

so the whole thing about the swine flu is pretty much cared about way too much, i mean seriously it is mainly fatal to babies, old people and to the people that aren't in very good health to begin with. what the hell is up with everyone's parents freakin out about it, if your kid is in good health then it will be jus like the normal flu...get them a Z pack and the kid should be good, yeah they get to miss class for a few days which probly would be legit for your kid, all they would have to do is sit around and not have to go to class...the life an incoming freshman dreams of, right? pretty sure thats what they would be thinkin; also living in the freshmen dorms you are more likely to get some kind of sickness because its the first time they have been around new people from all over and it is bound to happen...so fuck everyone that is freaking out about the god damn swine flu, if you get it then you get a vacation for a bit and don't have to go to class, look at you gettin sick and not having to do shit haha

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

Staying Up Real Late...

So i think that if i jus stay up the whole night its actually better for me than to get sleep...my sleeping cycle is all kinds of messed up...if i get anywhere between 5-10 hours of sleep i won't wake up, but if i get 4 hours or less i can wake up and feel refreshed. its weird how it works out like that...i would just rather stay up and actually get homework/studying done rather than sleep (which is so much better for me).

another thing is that im going to meet the girlfriend's parents/family next friday or saturday, i don't really know what to think yet...usually i have no problems with meetings parents but after she told me that i was her first boyfriend to actually meet them, it might be weird....haha i don't know why im freakin out about it, parents love me. and she wants to meet my parents/family before i meet hers for some reason....i don't know i don't really get it...but im hoping shes ready for a very open group of people cuz thats pretty much what we are....we are like each others best friends, its jus how we do it.....but i gotta go study more...ill be back either later today or tomorrow at some point, but for now.....


I'm outty 5
-Peace-

Labor Day Weekend

i went to boji with the fam and some of my friends from school...it was a lot of fun boatin' on a boat haha thats pretty much all we did the entire weekend plus some other stuff...i met some coo people also, the bouncer at the gardens was pretty coo until the other bouncers decided to kick us out for not having our IDs on us which was fine i guess, thats their job right? probly jus power thirty SOBs that can't do anything else legit with their lives then kick people out of the gardens for no apparent reason but whatev...barefoot was the shit, we talked to a wooden statue for a good 15 mins. haha solid weekend...but driving back was a bitch...im tired as a mug....thats all i got for now...

I'm outty 5
-Peace-

2:20 AM

so its currently 2:20 am and i can't sleep....im listening to Boston by Augustana, i like the song. I don't really know why it jus seems like everyone can relate to it. I don't even know why im still up this late, its like when you stay up and you know that you have stuff to do....idk it just seems like i know that i should go to sleep but in all honesty i can't go to sleep when i have all kinds of things on my mind. I need to get out of omaha, i've been here for 20 years now....born and raised here. It sucks but at the same time i love it...everyone i grew up with are here and all the amazing people i met in college still go to school here. I know that if i went to college anywhere else i wouldn't have had the opportunity to meet such awesome people. I mean i met my best friends here, in college is where you meet your true friends because you are always around them, and i know that not everyone likes me but at the same time i know so many people at this school that i don't really get why i have wanted to ever think about going to a different school....i know people think that i'm crazy and thats fine....i'm even good with people saying that I'm Drew "Mother Fuckin" Ryder...hahaha that shit makes me laugh....i think that its awesome that i can have such a badass nickname when its not actually a nickname at all haha it incorportates my name haha idk what i'm talking about. if people would really take the time to get to know me they would see that i'm not just the guy that knows everyone, the guy that likes to have a good time....i am really a nice person even if i don't come off that way....if people knew the real me....they would know that i write poetry, i'm always there for me friends whenever they need me, i really don't care what other people think of me, haha that i cocky about somethings (and yes i will admit to that), i'm actually someone that people can talk to about anything because i will not judge them. that is because i have been judged so much as i was growing up that i know exactly how it feels...idk i don't have anything else right now...maybe another day...haha probs tomorrow or something

I'm outty 5
-Peace-